Disappointing relief
I basically broke off my relationship with my father today. Our relationship had been deteriorating and his recent actions hastened this. I won't go into detail here but I think as much as it sucks to not have a father and to know mine could be so cold it's going to be better for me without him in my life. I had a long conversation with my mom, I hadn't told her anything until today not wanting to involve her if he and I would work things out. She told me some things that cement my theory he just can't love anyone but himself. He does things for you that make him feel good, so there's the illusion of caring but when the chips are down for his loved ones he's no where to be found. Actually, he's right there wanting pity from you.

I'm doing a lot better than it sounds like I should. I think he'd done his damage long ago and as much as recent events hurt I'm not hurt by him any more.

Labels: family

- posted by meg @ 10:06 PM

 
Completely sick
I was fighting something off all week by taking long naps but I've lost the fight now. Completely. I have zero energy and have basically been sleeping a lot of the last 24 hours. I have some headcold symptoms but nothing too horrible (fingers crossed). I just used this burst of energy to make some food.

Interesting fact, my body temperature is usually 97.4, ranging from 96.7-98.1. So 98.6 is actually a bit of a fever for me.

Labels: sick

- posted by meg @ 12:44 PM

 
Indiana Jones: Something about a crystal skull. Whatever.
Poop carnival.

Labels: movie review, one-line review

- posted by meg @ 8:48 PM

 
It's not like I've had it for years
This morning I finally tried to figure out how to change the time in my new car and in pressing buttons found I have a randomize button on my 6-disc CD player. Poor man's mp3 player!

Labels: bad radio, car, pay attention

- posted by meg @ 5:39 PM